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20 August 2007 @ 12:54 am
FIC: Reconcile  
TITLE: Reconcile
AUTHOR: [info]shutterbug_12
PAIRING: House/Stacy
RATING: NC-17
SUMMARY: [info]get_house_laid prompt 23: The missing scene from "Need to Know."
DISCLAIMER: I, sadly, can claim no ownership to these characters.
NOTES: Thanks to my beta reader, [info]maybebaby1280. Concrit and feedback welcomed.



He wants her to fuck him, all wild hair, sharp ruby fingernails, and swollen, glossy lips.

He speeds over cracked asphalt, cold, crisp air whipping his face, stinging his eyes. Beneath him, the engine rumbles like a mounting earthquake and his stomach tenses, a sparking, hot coil of anticipation and urgency. The road twists through a grove of barren trees and, as he leans into the curve, he hears her giddy laugh and feels her arms squeeze a tighter circle around his waist, the warmth of her body rushing through him like a shot of Tennessee whiskey.

He glimpses her face in the side mirror—chin tucked against his shoulder, chestnut eyes squeezed shut beneath the visor, the collar of his own leather jacket grazing her jaw. Absolutely fucking gorgeous.

Twisting the throttle, he relishes the sudden surge of speed, the wind drowning her high, girlish laughs. If she fucks him, makes this about sex and not about them, he might be able to chalk up the tightness in his chest to overexertion, physical strain. Not this need, this desperate, gut-twisting, pathetic need.

When he finally pulls her across the living room and into his bedroom, stumbling over his own clumsy feet, he realizes that she might actually consume him. Her stare is hungry and never leaves him as clothes meet the floor and he falls ungracefully backwards onto the bed, his soft grunt dissipating between them. She hovers over him like a predator, a giant praying mantis. The muscles in his stomach tighten and he lies beneath her, suddenly hoping that once she’s finished with him, she’ll kill him, bite his head off in a crimson rush of passion. Because if she touches him, kisses him with the gentle familiarity of a lover and deserts him, flees Princeton for good, he’ll face a fucking existential dilemma worse than Hamlet’s.

He studies her eyes for a moment, searching, then pleading. Stacy, just fuck me. The words nearly leap from his mouth, but as he parts his lips to speak, her tongue, her delicious, cherry-sweet tongue, traces his bottom lip in a slow, silken caress that renders him speechless. He meets her tongue, closing his lips over hers, tasting her. Her hands draw slow patterns across his chest, his arms, his hips—patterns she invented, perfected—and, damn it, he can’t stop his body as it responds to her, rising until he’s flush against her smooth, soft skin.

His hands flatten against her back and press her against him. The frantic beat of her heart thunders against his chest and he buries his face into her neck, inhaling hundreds of sun kissed, hazy mornings, their bodies tangled together in wrinkled sheets. Trailing his fingertips along the curve of her spine, he plants lingering, open-mouthed kisses behind her ear and feels her throaty hum on his lips. Damn. His hips jerk, and, fuck, his cock slides between her thighs. He’d be a goddamn liar if he said he didn’t want this, want her—he fucking dreamed of it—since she reappeared and uttered his name with a voice that made his breath catch.

He groans as she grinds against him. His back arches and she kisses the center of his chest before rising up. When her hands glide over his body and she touches him right there, he shudders. He spies her smug grin, but can’t repress another deep, rumbling moan as she wraps her fingers around him and guides him into her.

The last time they did this, he hated it. Her body, her whole, unmarred, goddamn perfect body, suffocated him and he hated it. He drove into her fast, then. Hard, fast, and it hurt, but the end came quickly.

Now, his hands guide her hips and he thrusts slowly upwards to meet her. His lips search out her mouth when she leans over him, her hands drifting up his body and into his hair. She tightens her knees against his hips and drags her lips, wet from their kiss, to the shell of his ear, drawing from him a ragged string of half-moans and broken syllables, foreign sounds in his own ears.

He feels the weight of her body lift and their eyes meet, unblinking and unguarded, a complement of warm and cool. His jaw hangs stupidly as she lowers a hand to touch herself, his eyes darting from her hand to her eyes. Jesus. He hears the rasp of his own shaky, shallow breath. She rolls her hips and he slides within her, enveloped by so much heat, until she drops her chin and whispers, “Come on, Greg.”

A raw, guttural moan leaves his gaping mouth as his stomach clenches and he pours himself into her. Still pumping inside her, he feels her body tense under his hands and her tight, hot muscles flutter around him. He relaxes into a heap of pillows as she collapses onto him, his arms encircling her waist, his chin resting against the top of her head. On his shoulder, he feels the brush of her lips, the soft tickle of her eyelashes.

He doesn’t trust himself to speak as they separate, drawing deep sighing breaths. He reaches for the bedside lamp as she smoothes warm sheets over their bodies. When he lies against the mattress, he feels her body press against his left side, her leg curled around his, her hand settling over his chest. Cold metal—her wedding band, he realizes—stings his skin and he blinks, squeezing his eyes, before he notices her smile, wide, familiar, and positively stunning.

Later, after he hangs up the phone, he rolls on top of her—damn his leg—and fills her like she’s his.


 
 
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Zulu: house - pie filling[info]queenzulu on August 20th, 2007 08:12 pm (UTC)
This is great--I love the mix of anger and desire.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:38 am (UTC)
Thank you for the comment! There's so much emotion behind House and Stacy's situation and I'm happy that you think I've captured some of that here.
dangomango: things we don't see[info]dangomango on August 20th, 2007 08:53 pm (UTC)
Gah--that last line is brilliant, as is House wanting Stacy to fuck him. Passionate and gorgeous.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:39 am (UTC)
I'm glad you enjoyed it. Thanks for reading and commenting. :)
ERROR 14: I LIKE PUNCHING: DLM: fuck me[info]petrichor_fizz on August 20th, 2007 09:11 pm (UTC)
Oh, hell. I don't read House/Stacy very often, but not because I don't like it. This was really painful to read - there are tears in my eyes. It was also hot and conflicted and wonderful. I loved the contrast between the last time they did it and this time. It's so full of emotion. It's... just fantastic.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:42 am (UTC)
Wow, thank you. I feel like what happened between them here was anything but a "let's ease our loneliness and have a roll in the hay." There's a lot of complicated emotions between the two of them and I'm happy that you saw some of it captured here. Thanks again for reading. (And you're such a diligent commenter. Hee.)
Lucy: Laurie[info]captain_lubey on August 21st, 2007 12:13 am (UTC)
Finally some House/Stacy! This is so raw and passionate and hot! I love it.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:44 am (UTC)
I'm only too happy to fill the world with more House/Stacy fic. Glad you approve. ;) Thanks for the comment!
T: confused[info]triedunture on August 21st, 2007 12:15 am (UTC)
Gah. Wonderful.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:45 am (UTC)
Thanks! :)
One equal temper of heroic hearts: nnghh // Hugh. is. shirtless.[info]katernater on August 21st, 2007 12:36 am (UTC)
I have to tell you: this was put up while I was at work and I waited the enitre day to come home and read it and, to be honest, I'm glad I did. A touching, heartstring-jerking piece.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 21st, 2007 03:49 am (UTC)
I'm glad you put it on your to-read list. :) Thanks for the lovely comment!
sassydew: House/Stacy BW Honeymoon Hug[info]sassydew on August 21st, 2007 04:13 am (UTC)
Beautiful and tragic and sad and... *sigh* :)
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 24th, 2007 03:05 pm (UTC)
Thanks. :)
curses to this mirage![info]wildefan on August 21st, 2007 07:57 pm (UTC)
This is so wonderfully heartbreaking.
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 24th, 2007 03:06 pm (UTC)
Thanks for reading and commenting. :)
maybebaby1280: Genius[info]maybebaby1280 on August 22nd, 2007 01:13 am (UTC)
God, I really really love this story. It's exactly the way this missing scene should have gone - House is, for once, incredibly vulnerable, but not pathetically so. There is just so much between him and Stacy, so much history, so much emotion. There's no way they could reunite and it not be monumental and utterly breathtaking. The sex is white-hot, and I love your liberal use of the word "fuck" (a not-so-secret fetish of mine). Love, love, love!
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 24th, 2007 03:19 pm (UTC)
Thanks! Yes, there are a lot of unresolved issues and complicated emotions surrounding the two of them. I only use language like that when I think it's appropriate or justified. But anyway, happy to see that you (still) enjoy it! :)
perspicacious[info]perspi on August 24th, 2007 03:57 am (UTC)
Hot, and painful, and absolutely fantastic. The last line is especially awesome. Well done!!!
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 24th, 2007 03:20 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I toyed with a few different version of the end and I'm happy I landed on target here. Thanks for reading and the comment!
Steph: nostalgic House[info]stephantom on August 28th, 2007 08:19 pm (UTC)
Just wondered into the [info]get_house_laid comm, saw this piece and had to read it. I'm surprised no one has covered this scene before -- maybe they have, but I've never seen it. Anyway, I'm glad you did! This is just how I'd imagine it. There's so many conflicted emotions packed into this. You gave House that vulnerability he often seemed to have around Stacy, but there's still an old anger beneath that, and a sense of futility, like he knows but won't admit to himself that this will hurt more in the end. Loved the preying mantis line. Great work!
Steph: facepalm House[info]stephantom on August 28th, 2007 08:19 pm (UTC)
*wandered
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on August 28th, 2007 10:04 pm (UTC)
You gave House that vulnerability he often seemed to have around Stacy, but there's still an old anger beneath that, and a sense of futility, like he knows but won't admit to himself that this will hurt more in the end.

I'm glad this came through. Thanks for the lovely comment!
(Anonymous) on September 5th, 2007 09:10 am (UTC)
Nice. And well written. Not many fics out there where Stacy is not portrayed as a bitch (maybe tht's H/W intrinsic ?), or with House seriously hot for Stacy without lots of angst or guilt attached, so ..thank you.
Jo
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on September 5th, 2007 04:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I spend a lot of time reading House/Wilson, and writing it, for that matter, and I haven't observed much Stacy hate in that particular circle, if any. I've seen a lot of it, however, in House/Cameron pieces. Granted, I don't read House/Cameron extensively, but I've encountered a lot of Stacy hate in a large portion of the ones I've read. Anyway, I'm happy to contribute to the "Stacy isn't a bitch" catalogue. ;) And thanks again for your lovely comment. :)
Blackbird. Delivers.: House/Stacy- Photo slide Hunting[info]ablog_ortwo on September 12th, 2007 04:59 am (UTC)
*butts in*

I would like to hand you cookies for not portraying Stacy as a bitch!!! *hands you 9384734 cookies*

I've imagined what this scene should have been like and you nailed it. (That's What She Said...)

Anyways beautifully written:)
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on September 14th, 2007 04:53 am (UTC)
*chomp chomp* Yummy cookies. ;)

Thanks for the lovely comment!
(Anonymous) on September 13th, 2007 05:59 pm (UTC)
The last line was perfect -- so sad, so hot, so true to the complicated psychology of this essential pairing. I liked that you showed the strong physicality of the House/Stacy interaction; their coupling would be fast, hard, passionate, just as you have presented it. I am always grateful for good House/Stacy stories, the world just doesn't have enough of them.
--blacktop
shutterbug12: House[info]shutterbug12 on September 14th, 2007 04:55 am (UTC)
Thanks, blacktop! So much of their interaction is complicated, loaded with history and all kinds of implications, which makes them challenging to write, but really satisfying to write, too. I'm glad you enjoyed this!
Roga: wilson[info]roga on September 17th, 2007 11:39 am (UTC)
This is gorgeous.
shutterbug12: Cookie Heart[info]shutterbug12 on September 19th, 2007 04:13 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :)
harymaverick[info]harymaverick on June 3rd, 2008 11:03 am (UTC)
put these stories in a book. I would buy it.
shutterbug_12: Hugh: Aw Thanks[info]shutterbug_12 on June 6th, 2008 09:35 pm (UTC)
Aw, wow. Thank you. =)
Insane genius[info]vanyx on June 17th, 2008 11:54 pm (UTC)
Great fic!
Thanks for sharing ♥♥♥
shutterbug_12: House: House/Stacy Don't Leave[info]shutterbug_12 on June 18th, 2008 03:37 am (UTC)
Thank you! And thanks for reading! =D
felixen[info]felixen on July 24th, 2008 01:21 pm (UTC)
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! Finally, a great House/Stacy fanfic.